So, it’s come to this. My latest hospitalization was May 21st to June 16th during which I had a lot of meetings and doctors and tests and treatments. I left with my defibrillator function turned off (as it once was for many years) and also left on hospice care at home. What does that mean? Well, for one it means the end of hospital visits. All treatments will be done at home unless an extreme emergency comes up. It means I have new nurses coming and aiding me in new ways and basically just keeping me as comfortable as possible. It means the end of my life. Some people have seen me say I’m dying for quite some time nowRead more
In this blog post, I make an attempt to address everyone in my life for probably the last time ever. For real, this time.Read more
A very important update on the state of my health. It’s kind of imperative you read it, please. The prognosis is, unfortunately, not good.
This is the latest update on my GoFundMe campaign. I’m cross-posting here to keep everyone informed.Read more
I’ve been continuously working on recording songs; cover songs, in hopes that I will get my brain in the right space to start writing my own songs again. It’s not working yet. I mean, I’ve written some music. Nearly 2 complete songs, including the one in my last post. But they’re just sitting there, waiting for lyrics. Still, I’m not giving up yet. Today I saw a psychiatrist and got some meds changed. That might be just what I need. Since my last post, I’ve recorded two more cover songs. One of them is a cover of Tally Hall’s “Never Meant to Know”. The other is a cover of Johnny Cash’s version of Nine Inch Nails’ “Hurt”. You can playRead more