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Keenan the kitty in the beginning
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Hospice Cat, er, Care

Coz 17 Comments

So, it’s come to this. My latest hospitalization was May 21st to June 16th during which I had a lot of meetings and doctors and tests and treatments. I left with my defibrillator function turned off (as it once was for many years) and also left on hospice care at home. What does that mean? Well, for one it means the end of hospital visits. All treatments will be done at home unless an extreme emergency comes up. It means I have new nurses coming and aiding me in new ways and basically just keeping me as comfortable as possible. It means the end of my life. Some people have seen me say I’m dying for quite some time now

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Hurt

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I’ve been continuously working on recording songs; cover songs, in hopes that I will get my brain in the right space to start writing my own songs again. It’s not working yet. I mean, I’ve written some music. Nearly 2 complete songs, including the one in my last post. But they’re just sitting there, waiting for lyrics. Still, I’m not giving up yet. Today I saw a psychiatrist and got some meds changed. That might be just what I need. Since my last post, I’ve recorded two more cover songs. One of them is a cover of Tally Hall’s “Never Meant to Know”. The other is a cover of Johnny Cash’s version of Nine Inch Nails’ “Hurt”. You can play

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