I realized that in the blink of an…

I realized that in the blink of an eye, my general responsibilities of life had tripled.

Not only am I taking care of an apartment and the cats that dwell inside, but I am managing a store.

I understand it pales in comparison to a lot of people’s responsibilities, but… I’d be willing to bet they had some kind of transition period.

Boy, it’s been a tough week. I had to carry notes around with me in order to keep everything on priority. So many fires to put out. So many issues. Little time for anything else, including online time.

But I have registered a new domain name and set up a new hosting account, however, the hosts are having trouble getting it all set up properly for me… so who knows when I can launch the thing.

Don’t know what I’m talking about? You should probably join The Coz List, then.

You are already a member but still don’t know? Well, you have to actually READ my postings to the list.

Out of the clear, blue sky… Lane has put me back into her links. Not just a “links” section, but “people I love” section.

Perhaps she was just putting in a few names while she tweaked her new design and now feels obliged to keep me there because I immediatly noticed it and thanked her.

Hm. I never knew I could be that paranoid and pessimistic!

But really, it caught be way off guard. My jaw had carpet burn, it was hanging so low for so long.

I just don’t know what to make of it.

I’m beginning to get fed up with a lot of things around me. Starting to lose my patience…

I think this week has really brought out my managerial skills and I’m beginning to be a bit more aggressive. Shortening my patience is a result of it, but I don’t think it’s such a bad thing. I am pretty damn TOO patient for my own good, so…

Maybe it’s just lessning, maybe it’s just temporary, maybe it’ll continue to grow into itself and make me a different person. Whatever the result, I know it’s what I should be.

All for now.