So by now you’ve all heard A Perfect Circle’s version of John Lennon’s “Imagine” — I know this because I posted it here a few weeks ago so you all MUST have listened to it by now…. right…. Soooo! I have something new for you. It’s the video for the song and it’s just as interesting as the twisted and moving version of the song. Please watch it if you can.

Windows Media – HIGH LOW

Real Audio – HIGH LOW

I’m trying to think of good update worthy things… but I’m just so overwhelmed still with things I barely know if I’m coming or going. The sun seems to set as soon as wake up. I am excited about a guitarist who’s contacted me for a possible singer spot in his band. I’ve listened to his abilities and they’re quite astounding. If things click, it could be the start of something really good. We have a lot of similar musical goals.

The house… oh, the house. What can I do? Where do I start? I bought a new toilet seat and shower curtain today. I purchased some curtain rods as well but had some trouble getting them up. I’ll try again tomorrow. The bathroom items were accomplished tonight, though. Why? I’m not sure. It helps me feel I’m making progress I guess.

I had a really bad dizzy spell during some heart palpitations today. I’ve been having them more often, lately. Later on, I felt a sharp pain in my heart. I actually started to get scared. I’m so close to getting fired, though, I can’t afford to miss any work at all. I can’t even afford to be late. If I lose that income, I’m completely screwed. It’s a bit of pressure. I need to win the lottery but I don’t ever buy a ticket. What’s that about?