Archive for October, 2004

Remember me?

I sold a couple things on eBay for WAY less than I should have. But I’m still learning. I keep getting people telling me that eBay is not the way to go. I can get much more otherwise. So I’m a bit confused… I’m holding off on selling anything else for a tiny bit because of it.

I don’t have much of anything to say, hence why I haven’t posted in forever. I sure hope you got a chance to view the video below. It’s important …and stuff. The new APC album comes out on November 2nd. Get it, ok?

Speaking of new CDs… Sarah Slean has released her 3rd LP entitled “Day One.” There’s a lot of controversy amongst the fans due to the difference of work she is presenting compared to her previous releases. I like it. Not as much as the previous albums, but she’s still an amazing artist in all artistic aspects.

I haven’t done much at all regarding the house and I’ve lost my momentum. I need time. A big span of time. I can’t keep doing things in the two hours I have from when I get home to when I need to go to bed. I can’t keep spending my “relaxing weekends” by spending more and more money on things I don’t need to do right now. Maybe Dan will be coming over soon and get started on the dining room. Painting, etc. Shit… Maybe not. The drywall still needs to be done. ARGH! Nevermind, Dan.

Be good, all. Don’t forget about me.

You are the living embodiment of every joy you’ve ever experienced. You are the accumulated wisdom gained from every difficult challenge you’ve ever faced.

You are the child who danced gleefully in the bright morning sunshine. You are the wonder, the curiosity, the thrill of each new discovery.

You are so much more than just the circumstances of the moment. You are all the life you’ve known, all the days you’ve experienced.

You carry with you the joys from the good times and the strength that the difficult times have forged. You’ve gained confidence when things have gone your way and determination when things have not.

The positive value in your life right now is more than can be measured. And all of it is yours to use as you move forward.

Remember all of who you are. Make from it the very best of who you now can be.

– Ralph Marston

So by now you’ve all heard A Perfect Circle’s version of John Lennon’s “Imagine” — I know this because I posted it here a few weeks ago so you all MUST have listened to it by now…. right…. Soooo! I have something new for you. It’s the video for the song and it’s just as interesting as the twisted and moving version of the song. Please watch it if you can.

Windows Media – HIGH LOW

Real Audio – HIGH LOW


I’m trying to think of good update worthy things… but I’m just so overwhelmed still with things I barely know if I’m coming or going. The sun seems to set as soon as wake up. I am excited about a guitarist who’s contacted me for a possible singer spot in his band. I’ve listened to his abilities and they’re quite astounding. If things click, it could be the start of something really good. We have a lot of similar musical goals.

The house… oh, the house. What can I do? Where do I start? I bought a new toilet seat and shower curtain today. I purchased some curtain rods as well but had some trouble getting them up. I’ll try again tomorrow. The bathroom items were accomplished tonight, though. Why? I’m not sure. It helps me feel I’m making progress I guess.

I had a really bad dizzy spell during some heart palpitations today. I’ve been having them more often, lately. Later on, I felt a sharp pain in my heart. I actually started to get scared. I’m so close to getting fired, though, I can’t afford to miss any work at all. I can’t even afford to be late. If I lose that income, I’m completely screwed. It’s a bit of pressure. I need to win the lottery but I don’t ever buy a ticket. What’s that about?

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