Don’t worry, this’ll all be interesting when I’m dead.

I am really, really sick.

I haven’t gone to work since I left Tuesday afternoon.

Last night I had a temperature of 102.

I am really frikken sick.

So today, one of the first times I’ve been very ill in a good number of months, rendering me 98% inoperable….. I decide to pack up and haul everything back to my dads.

I am not sure why…. I think it’s because I had time. Unlike a day off from work, where I need to fill it with something, this was a day that I had work and then left early. I had unscheduled time. Many hours of the day stand before me like a wide open field in the midst of a sunrise. It’s beautiful and vacant. What can I fill these hours up with? These are *MY* hours! These are hours *I* have been granted! I WILL PACK UP AND MOVE BACK!!!

But I feel like SHIT!

I did it. Moaning all the while, I took my computer, printer, clothes, and a bunch of other crap back to my dads.

So… things will be back to normal and I *thought* I would put up the CozCam but something’s going wrong with my server. The space I am renting keeps getting filled up even after I delete a million things. So it won’t allow any uploading of anything (like a webcam picture) because there’s no more room for it.

It’s being looked into. I don’t know why I have such bad luck with this stuff.

I really must go to bed.

I absolutely love this song.

I absolutely hate this modem.

The new hire has been quite impressive to the store manager and I.

A new picture has been added to Photography/Color. It’s a pic of John taken this past New Year’s Eve. I have a few others of him sitting, looking very sickly and depressed. I like them, but he probably wouldn’t appreciate me putting them up here.

I have to admit I actually like the yellow, incandescent lighting in my photographs — which I think is normally frowned upon.

I did my first interview today. I interviewed an applicant for employment.

Boy was it exciting. I got to be all managerial and serious and ask really good questions like “what kinds of things annoyed you at your previous jobs?”

I hired her.

If you were using the new search engine in the archives and were having trouble finding something…. try again.

It may work better now.

Damn good blogging, Becky.

Damn good thinking.

I am so proud of her. These are the things I used to think about and deal with. I still deal with it, but it’s much harder these days to talk about it and express it properly because I’ve already answered a lot on my own.

The answer, of course, being that there is no answer except truth. And you may not know the truth for a while.

But don’t worry… you will.

The fact that she’s thinking about it is such a good thing. Super healthy. I predict the start of a girl growing up wide-eyed to this world, eventually leading to a chaotic mind too difficult to deal with and too stubborn to ignore — inevitably provoking addiction to drugs, alcohol, and/or suicide!

I’m so proud of you, girl!!!

I am having a BLAST looking through these old archives!

SHIT! I gotta get to bed….

Now THIS… is a fantastic description of StileProject.

Man, I wish I could write again.

Are you ready for this?

Check out the archives above. I finally archived all blogs from beginning to now.

2001-Current is in “old”

Early 2001 and 2000 (start of blogging) is in “older”

Unbelievable! Got some time? Go surfing!