I had to take my dad to the ER again tonight. He was having trouble sleeping due to the hyperventilating he kept waking up with. Something just wasn’t right. So they’re checking him out. Nothing to get up in arms about, though.

Honesty is the best policy, right? It’s the best way to go…. right?

Let’s hope.

I had to do it.

I’ve finally succomb to the music.

It was just to pretty to look past.

I downloaded “Trouble” by Coldplay… and a few other of their songs.

Deciding if I should just jump off the deep-end and buy the CD.

Not a big deal, usually. But if there was ever a song out there to depress me (yes, actually depress me) it’s Yellow. Why you ask? When I was out in SF, Niniane had this CD. It wasn’t popular then. But she had it playing a lot. I came back home to find them playing Yellow… and I couldn’t listen. Just the mention of the band sends little shivers down my spine. But it’s good music… good enough where I am willing to sacrifice my “contentment” for that moment in time.

I’m hoping listening to it regularly will help me disassociate the thoughts.

Pathetic, I know… I know.

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